Category Archives: Blog
Why did you have to study so much?
Two honours degrees from Moscow State University, a PhD, a huge stack of certificates and certificates. And what did all this get me? People often ask me: “Why did you need all that? Was it necessary to try so hard … Continue reading
The most useful skills in life
Two honours degrees from Moscow State University, a PhD, and a lifelong learner. And these are the most useful skills that help me achieve my goals and be happy: ✅ reading quickly. ✅ blind typing ✅ English ✅ searching the … Continue reading
Ecological comparison of self and others
I’ve already said it’s better not to compare yourself to anyone else. But we won’t get rid of all bad habits all at once, will we? So I’m sharing another idea that helps me compare myself more adequately and less … Continue reading
Relocation and its consequences
I came to Israel 7 months ago, during that time I have been developing YouTube channel and filming detailed vlogs. Considering that I didn’t come alone (but with my IT-husband) and not “with my bare ass” – good education, free … Continue reading
How to understand what I want
Do you live from the word “should” rather than from the word “want”? When you do humdrum things, you get bogged down in doing things, and what you really want for yourself is hard to understand? Let me tell you … Continue reading
I’m learning again, not from scratch
And then I realised how long ago I had started making web pages – I made my first website in html on free hosting back in school. And it was… my school 😀 Yeah, come to think of it, back … Continue reading
The envy I was taught
Envy is my main negative feeling in life. I didn’t understand what to do when I was jealous. I thought envy was a character trait of mine that could not be changed. I believed that I could just not communicate … Continue reading
The existential pit
Uncertainty, helplessness and the search for meaning in the world are not only my main companions in life, but also the main theme of existentialist philosophy. That very existential crisis – doubts and inner conflicts, searching for oneself, reassessing values … Continue reading
My successes and failures over the year
Hi, I’m Shtuky. A blogger who managed to live on passive income from youtube before monetization of views from Russia was turned off. Now I’ve come to Israel and am trying to figure out my new life. Gaps (good … Continue reading
Is insanity the new normal?
It is amazing how people can foresee the future through their fantasies, utopias, and dystopias. This book on the psychology of the abnormal was written before I was born (in 1976). I read, “We are rapidly moving into a hightech … Continue reading
I’m lost.
I’m lost. I don’t know what to do. I feel confused. After the monetization of views from Russia was turned off, I lost everything I had invested 10 years of my life in on YouTube. It’s been a year. I … Continue reading
What do I want to do?
There is a concept – mirror neurons, which like to explain how people copy each other’s behavior. This is how learning, fashion, trends, synchronized dancing, and viral videos work. And understanding – what exactly I want to do – can … Continue reading
Photography losing their meaning?
In my childhood, photography was the only way ordinary people could save a moment for the future. We had a video camera at home when I went to school, and you could record a couple of hours of material on … Continue reading
Israel is not what it seems!
You can spend years thinking about how you’re going to do something. And sometimes life kicks you in the butt and you fly into a new reality through a bus stop window. And it’s not at all what you imagined. … Continue reading
And then things didn’t go according to plan
Repatriation (immigration) to Israel began spontaneously, like many other things in our lives. One day I get a visa, and the next day everything happens like a dream. A 1000$ ticket from Moscow to Tel Aviv, a sandwich on the … Continue reading