Category Archives: Blog

And then I realised how long ago I had started making web pages – I made my first website in html on free hosting back in school. And it was… my school 😀 Yeah, come to think of it, back … Continue reading →

Envy is my main negative feeling in life. I didn’t understand what to do when I was jealous. I thought envy was a character trait of mine that could not be changed. I believed that I could just not communicate … Continue reading →

Uncertainty, helplessness and the search for meaning in the world are not only my main companions in life, but also the main theme of existentialist philosophy. That very existential crisis – doubts and inner conflicts, searching for oneself, reassessing values … Continue reading →

Hi, I’m Shtuky. A blogger who managed to live on passive income from youtube before monetization of views from Russia was turned off. Now I’ve come to Israel and am trying to figure out my new life.   Gaps (good … Continue reading →

It is amazing how people can foresee the future through their fantasies, utopias, and dystopias. This book on the psychology of the abnormal was written before I was born (in 1976). I read, “We are rapidly moving into a hightech … Continue reading →

I’m lost. I don’t know what to do. I feel confused. After the monetization of views from Russia was turned off, I lost everything I had invested 10 years of my life in on YouTube. It’s been a year. I … Continue reading →

There is a concept – mirror neurons, which like to explain how people copy each other’s behavior. This is how learning, fashion, trends, synchronized dancing, and viral videos work. And understanding – what exactly I want to do – can … Continue reading →

In my childhood, photography was the only way ordinary people could save a moment for the future. We had a video camera at home when I went to school, and you could record a couple of hours of material on … Continue reading →

You can spend years thinking about how you’re going to do something. And sometimes life kicks you in the butt and you fly into a new reality through a bus stop window. And it’s not at all what you imagined. … Continue reading →

Repatriation (immigration) to Israel began spontaneously, like many other things in our lives. One day I get a visa, and the next day everything happens like a dream. A 1000$ ticket from Moscow to Tel Aviv, a sandwich on the … Continue reading →

I realized that more than anything else in the world I like to study. And if there were such a profession, I would like to become a professional student. I would study in turn at all departments of Moscow State … Continue reading →

“We are too different” – this is how recent lovers often explain divorce. Bear and I decided to formulate our values and then compare them. To understand what my values are in life, I found on the Internet a list … Continue reading →

May 16 I decided to sew shorts, the first fitting. The finished result is already on the boosty and soon the video will be released on the channel “SewCat” https://youtube.com/sewcat 21 May When you master a new business, there are … Continue reading →

May 1 My life is like a big aquapark: from the outside it looks like entertainment; but in fact it’s scary and then you plunge into a pool of cold water, and in the end it’s fun and there is … Continue reading →

The space feels strange. When you know what you don’t feel. And you ask yourself: “How is it so?” And where to strive if there is no path. You walked here in the summer, and now it’s grass. The clearing … Continue reading →